I don't know what to do with my life. I am so confused. My mom use to tell me that I would change my mind suddenly from the career path I thought I wanted. I always tried my hardest to prove her wrong but I think it's happening. My sister changed her career path last minute too and she turned out okay. But maybe this is my problem. I need to stop comparing myself to others.
What do I want? I have no idea, I wanted to be a bank manager in primary school because I thought they made a lot of money but then I discovered my dislike for math. I changed to Mass communication in grade 6 and kept it through out highschool. I narrowed it down to journalism and I thought it was a perfect fit because:
A) I talk a lot
B) I'm really friendly
C) I love reading and writing.
Perfect job right? But now I don't know. Can this job pay for the life I want? I'm stuck between thinking with my head and with my heart. Is this job even worth it in the location I am right now? Should I migrate? Can I afford it?
So many questions and I'm starting to give myself a migraine. I give up totally, I just don't want stress. I literally just did an exam and I don't even care about the grade that I'm gonna get. But me writing about this and telling people about this won't help me. What I am doing is making absolutely 0 sense. I'm gonna have to be the one to still make these decisions. I feel like I am the point where the decision I make will change the rest of my life. And I'm scared.
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